It’s about time we opened the closet doors, looked under the beds, and pulled up the blinds.
A friend of mine had lost both her parents and was sharing with me the tedious and exhaustive process of cleaning out her parents’ home. I could feel the exasperation through the phone. It was a drawn-out physical feat, and one that took an emotional toll as well.
The Realization
It made me think, “who will do that for me/us when we’re gone?”.
We do not have children. There is no one to rummage through the things we left behind, to settle accounts, to determine who is going to take ownership of any “treasures” collected over our lifetimes.
The Solution
I came across a process called “Swedish Death Cleaning“, during which you essentially clean out and declutter your home as if you were preparing for your own death.
It made me very sad at first, because I didn’t want anyone in my family burdened with the monumental task of going through everything.
Though the title is a bit morbid, leave it to the Swedish to be so matter of fact and clear-cut in the way they do things. It’s like the Ikea method of sorting through your life so others do not have to do so.
We had a slow start. We would try working on one room at a time, or going through one small part of the house and tried to focus on that. In between my husband working a lot and my wavering levels of energy due to my health, we seemed to never find our footing for a while.
I tried motivated myself with notes. We made lists over and over. We attempted all sorts of ways to really get going.
But this was more than Marie Kono’s embracing what brings you joy. Most stuff we own aren’t for reasons of joy, but for utilitarian reasons, or sometimes, because we thought we needed something. And when sales came along, we thought, “can’t beat that!”.
But just because it is a deal, doesn’t mean you need it.
Like many people, we had accumulated more than we ever would need or use. we weren’t hoarders, but by no means did we live minimalistically.
After many starts and stops, we finally starting making progress a few months ago. Again, life gets in the way and we have to make the time to really work on finishing something before moving to the next. but we are getting there.
Making Progress
I don’t have any earth-shattering tips on how to achieve our goals. Maybe once we are closer to to it, I can look back and let you know what worked. But like anything worthy of your effort, you need to commit. Each time you take a step, do it with your full attention and avoid disruptions. Ignore the impulse to become distracted.
Start with something achievable. A drawer. A counter. Or begin with a type of item, such coffee mugs. That was actually the first thing we did, was go through our coffee mugs. It took 3 sweeps before we were satisfied. And I am sure we can do more, but we made strides.
We figured what works best for us is deciding what we are going through, set aside a block of time, and just going until we’ve reached a pre-determined point.
And then we remove the items from the house.
We’ve offered some things to our nieces and nephews (all are in college or starting out), given to friends who we knew could use X or Y, donated to the Salvation Army (and other similar stores), and also take great use of our town’s facebook “giving” group. Things that just look junky went into the garbage.
Now We’re Getting Somewhere
Once we began making a little bit of headway, I’d look at the cleaned counter or inside an organized cupboard and feel relief instead of stress.
Clutter is chaos. Chaos is stress.
We are still building momentum. You don’t realize how cluttered a room or closet can really be until you start to dig. And it may take some time before you can see progress. Sometimes you have to take it in layers. And then you create “staging areas” of what’s going, what’s staying, etc., until you get rid of, or find the home for, each item.
If you have tried Swedish Death Cleaning, I’d love to hear about your experiences. We don’t have an ultimate goal date, because things don’t always go exactly as planned. But we do have the vision and are practicing decluttering every weekend. We get better and better with time. I don’t know if one would ever feel truly “finished”.
But I do know that with every piece that leaves this house, we get to feel a little more peace.